Alastair Cook feared his England career was coming to an end

‘I’ve been struggling with rhythm, I’ve been embarrassed about my performances’

Alastair Cook has found form at last in Melbourne. Photograph: Michael Dodge/Getty Images
Alastair Cook has found form at last in Melbourne. Photograph: Michael Dodge/Getty Images

Alastair Cook feared his England career could finally be coming to an end before the masterful unbeaten double century in Melbourne that left Australia conceding that their hopes of inflicting another whitewash Ashes series are likely over.

The former captain’s unbeaten 244 sent a host of records tumbling when driving Joe Root’s side to 491 for nine at the close on day three and a lead of 164 runs, surpassing two West Indian greats when outdoing the 208 made by Viv Richards in 1984 – the highest score by a tourist at the MCG – and moving ahead of Brian Lara’s career runs to move to sixth in the all-time list.

Darren Lehmann, the Australian head coach, accepted thoughts of a 5-0 win are far from his mind - "the main goal was to win the Ashes" - and it was a case of now saving this fourth Test. Cook, who had spent over 10 and a-half hours at the crease and has been on the field for all three days, was simply relieved that a drought of 83 runs from six innings has now been ended.

“All tour I’ve been struggling with rhythm, I’ve actually been embarrassed about my performances,” said Cook, who resumed on 104 in the morning and went on to become the first English batsman to hit 150-plus 11 times in a career. “It was a kind of feeling like last-chance saloon. When you’re in those positions and you dig yourself out, it makes you proud.”

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Asked if he thought he might lose his Test spot, Cook replied: “You don’t know, do you? I would have been entitled to be dropped just because I literally hadn’t scored a run since Edgbaston [when he made 243]. I always feel as though I have the backing of the selectors. But you’ve still got to deliver the goods and I hadn’t done that on this tour. It was very frustrating.

“I’ve doubted myself for 12 years. I’ll probably continue to doubt myself. The longer it goes, the harder it becomes. That’s why I’m quite proud, going to the well again and delivering a performance .It’s just a shame it’s four weeks too late. I’ll have to live with that for a long time.”

On passing Lara’s tally of 11,953 runs in the process, Cook joked: “I can’t really explain that. I probably feel a bit sorry him. But it’s obviously a special moment to see your name up there.”

Cook enjoyed a 100-run stand for the ninth wicket with Stuart Broad, 56, and though he had dug deep on the second day, this late session running Australia's attack ragged as much of the 61,839 crowd dispersed was one he was able to savour as the travelling England supporters more than compensated in terms of noise.

He added: “I quite enjoyed listening to the Barmy Army singing their songs. A few times in your career you get into that bit of rhythm where time just flies. This tour, batting for half an hour has felt like two hours. But for some reason, the last 10 hours have gone quickly.

“The England fans have been incredible the whole tour and pretty much every tour I have been on. We are so lucky with the support through thick and thin. They know the efforts we put in. They are proud of us and we are very thankful to them.”

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